questions

so many things, so many things
just running through my head
moments of forward movement
periods of backward falling
failing, wondering
what am I doing?

I feel like I'm flying
soaring on top of the world
everything as it should be
exactly where I want to be

Then there's feeling like crawling
hiding and crying
what's happening?
what's going on?
I'm lost

4 days of fun
relaxing, enjoying
great friends, good weather
getting to know people better

now, sitting alone
at home, in the dark
thinking, sinking
should i keep going?

what's happening?
what's going on?
what am I doing?
where am I going?