skoo stinks like poo!

I need someone to kick me into school-mode...I have a million projects assigned already and in no mood to do any of it....I know they're gonna come back and bite me in the butt if I don't get started now but for lack of motivation and determination, I can't seem to focus... I want out.

People tell me that once I'm out, I'm gonna wish I was back in school because the working life is boring...well, at this point, I will glady take that boring life in exchange for the INSANE school life I have now. I wanna be done with school, I want that peace and tranquility. To come home at the end of the day and just relax and do nothing, not having to worry about homework. I mean, if I get bored of work, I can always go back to school, right?!

(Oh, I speak of it as if it's so easy and simple. Most likely, I won't feel this way when I do enter into the real world. Sigh...even if it's something I think I want, it never feels or turn out like the way I thought it would. We're never satisfied with where we are, always wanting more, wanting something different, constantly searching for something better than what we have right now. It's because we KNOW there's something better out there, much better. There's an inkling in all our hearts that it exists, that's why we keep searching. And as a child of God, I know what it is and where to find it. It's not found on earth, that's why I'll never be satisfied until I'm home, my heavenly home that is, where I truly belong. When I say I want out, I mean I want out...)

Of course if I was working, I would miss the fun and excitement of CCF. Praise God for our first official meeting of the school year! YAY! God is awesome! We had over 60 students come out! YAY!!The unified voices of praise to Jesus rung loud in the cafe and throughout the hallways. It's gonna be a great year at ccf, I can feel it!